...how cathartic writing a blog really is!!

It is hard to keep all of these emotions and opinions bottled up inside, and I find that writing a blog is a good way to do some mental cleaning. This is better than a diary, because there's the opportunity for feedback, whether it is positive or negative. It bothers me when I think about how serious I've become lately, and I find myself longing for the days when I used to be wild and crazy. I know my daughters (and for sure, my son) would find it hard to believe that I was ever wild, although crazy is easily believable. Why can't I just get up the nerve to be myself again? I miss me. I just want to have some fun. Just wanna get a little raunchy or naughty, ya' know what I mean? Before I kick the bucket.